

Aren’t there these weird stripes to lick that show some other drugs?
Anyway, not being able to recall an alphabet might mean you’re doing drugs, it might also mean you’ve seen way too many people get shot by police for fun and you’re stressed as fuck.



























No, dude, this is 100% on your mother. Sure, life/society might not have been nice to her, but that doesn’t give her any right to abuse you.
So being angry at her is perfectly fine. It wasn’t society, it was your parents. That sucks but some people were dealt a shitty starting cards.
The system sucks, that’s true. But does everyone act like your mother towards their kids? If everyone does, sure, it’s the system’s fault. But if most people don’t abuse their kids like this, there’s obviously a different way and most people chose it, that would make it your mother’s fault.
It’s okay to love her even if you hate her, humans are just wired weirdly that way.
I strongly suggest therapy if you can get some. Feeling like you do is very common among abused kids.