This/I do not feel fine, but at least there’s troll coping to fill the void.
Edit: after venting to a friend about this during an anxiety attack, she gave me contact information to an office that was able to schedule me for next month. I feel very fortunate and relieved. I’m also extremely appreciative of not just her, but all of you! This is a wonderfully supportive community, you’re all amazing people
This is another type of appointment I know I need to make, badly, but fuck if I’m not scared shitless of it. It sure would be nice to at least feel like we can get timely care