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Is that a problem?

I’m self employed.

Found out I’m depressed, decided to reduce work to 3 days a week.

Raised prices to reduce clients. Turns out I now make more, doing less work. It is what it is.

It’s not an elementary question.

Best I can guess is: plenty of people, plenty of reasons. Which is a stupid answer.

Thank you for the suggestion. I’ll look into that

I don’t know what that is. Please, tell me all about it

It’s not sufficient, but it is necessary

It certainly helps a lot!

But again, there’s something different about them. that made them different from many others from a similar start.

Wonder what it could be

5-HTP serves me well. It’s got a similar serotonin impact without the tripiness of shrooms.

Shrooms are definitely dangerous, especially for people who are prone to schizophrenia I’ve read.

Personally, they made me realize my mind is capable of being content. No longer full blast, spinning plates all of the time.

That experience made me realise change is possible, and I got professional help a year later. Turns out I’ve been living in C-PTSD since I was 5.

This might be a weird one, but it is helping me a lot.

My deepest spirals into depression and alcohol abuse happen in the evening and at night.

I switched to waking up early (5am), focused on experiencing and enjoying sunrise as a kind of meditation, then going about my day. I’m off to bed by 8pm.

There’s still days where I can’t catch sleep for hours, mind racing. But hours past 8pm is still only 2am.

Listening to music: And I mean REALLY listening to music

Amen. I’ve been listening to the same album since february. Trying to decypher every baseline, every cymbal.

Brings my mind to a happier place.

I like Xubuntu. But I’ve no experience on how well it does with touch screens.

I’ve met people who don’t know what a URL is.

The kind of people that google “facebook” when they want to visit facebook.

Completely flabbergasted that we run internal services not indexable by google.

I didn’t do no nothing wrong now, didn’t I?

“Solidarity” as it’s too often used to make others do things you want.

March 2023

Had the same issue with outlook last weeks. 60% CPU usage, doing nothing.

I wonder what the secret baltic/polish/sauce is that they improved so fast after the fall of the wall?

Why are moldova/ukraine/belarus struggling.

As you mention, the balkans haven’t experienced the same rate of improvement after the fall of the ottomans.

Slaves didn’t own slaves

You need to own stuff that others value