I always wonder if I’d be the same person I am today if my parents hadn’t exposed me to sex from a young age by openly fucking and doing BDSM around the house, if I hadn’t had unsupervised internet access, and if I didn’t have friends with just as dysfunctional families feeding off each other’s bad habits. I feel like I grew up too fast and didn’t really mature at the same time, if that makes sense.

  • venusaur@lemmy.world
    261·
    4 days ago

    I encourage you to find a good therapist if you haven’t already. Be consistent and be honest with them and yourself.

    This is not me saying you’re crazy. This is me saying the internet is not a safe place to help you with a problem like this. What you experienced was not okay. Given your age and the highly sexual content you are posting I would recommend taking a break and understanding why you’re doing what you’re doing and what you are getting from it.

    Apologies if you don’t need this. Sounds like you’re at a crossroads. No slut shaming here. Slut on!

    • violet08_@lemmy.worldOP
      15·
      4 days ago

      Thanks for your concern. 🫶

      I’m not looking for help and certainly not pity. This is just one of my outlets, I’m a yapper, I love talking, lol.