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This is exactly me when I have some free time
I’m the primary developer for a third party tool for Elite Dangerous and this is basically my entire thought process when I want to work on it.
I could work on Observatory…
Or I could play some Elite…
Or I could just stare at my screen ineffectually for several hours.
Staring at the screen wins frighteningly often.
I came back to playing a few weeks ago and absolutely stopped working on the 3rd party tool for X4 that I was making.
Now, to get back to making programs, I am going to completely stop playing for a while. Because when I start dong something, I feel like doing another thing and then another and it goes on and the day is over.
I also tend to be stuck thinking sometimes, whether to make the program I want, to put on my CV or to complete my resume website and spend a few minutes of staring at the screen, until I just go make some food.
I hate that feeling of bouncing between things, or of just staring at my screen so much. So much. But when it happens, I am rarely able to snap out of it in the moment. It usually takes a few days and a mood change to fix it.
Laser guided munition in comic form. I have taken 100% of the blast.
Nothing a short nap can’t fix.
Why not a 6 hour nap?
Yeah, that way they also get a 3 hour nap
Step 1: be depressed
Step 2: Wake up in the morning, have the feeling of doing anything being unappealing
Step 3: Nap until bedtime
Step 4: go to bed
Depression and social media use is also a fatal combination, a lot of people online really shouldn’t be for their own sake.
I shouldn’t be left alive for my own sake
The napping tends to be escapism to make the bad feelings go away, speaking from experience
Feels a little too close to home, except maybe the 3 hour nap part, more like dozed off but never reached REM for 45 mins.
This is definitely me isolating with COVID over the past weekend except music instead of games
Taking a nap for the win!